life sucks. when can I retire??

our freezer started having issues Thursday July 18. we noticed at night that the “frozen food” on top shelf and corresponding section of the door was not actually frozen. we took everything out of the freezer into coolers with ice packs. while I was at work that Friday, he worked on the freezer. it seemed good then, and we realized it was probably overpacked and couldn’t “breathe” to properly regulate its temp. jump to yesterday and it’s starting to not hold proper temp again. this am the freezer was at -0- and the fridge was at 40°  so he’ll be checking it again to see if the coil froze again. I don’t want to invest in a new fridge/freezer 😖  not only having to get the old one out & get the new one in, but also paying the cost (or pay plan) on a new one. this one is 13 or 14 years old now. 

I’m really getting burnt out. I’m always tired. and this heat isn’t helping one bit. no vacation in sight. I have to at least get through August to Labor Day Monday. then there’s nothing until Christmas 🥺😳