still working those long hours..

 even though she mentioned it’s an OSHA (or AAHA ?) “thing” not to work past 12 hours. the system just can’t be changed 🤨

I applied on that MetLife job that I had received multiple emails about. I even sent a follow-up email because I had heard nothing back. I chalked it up to being a scam but still checked online for any openings. last week I saw a listing similar to the job title and description that I’d received. the listing was from early 2023 and had expired. BUT then later last week I found a new job listing, slightly different job title but same description and requirements. I saved a copy for myself and then applied to it on Saturday. I also found a contact email for MetLife and forwarded my original email to them. so they could be aware there was a scam going around - but also to resubmit my resume a separate way so it ends up on their radar! 

phew!! I started getting scared that I couldn’t actually do the job. and then there’s the whole interview process which I always hate l! I think I’ve lost out on many job opportunities just from the interview alone. 

I had a dream last night that my mom’s friend’s boss (my mom’s old boss.. probably since dead by now) had asked me how things were going.. and that I probably needed a break.. and then had me working for him on my “break”.. but in the dream I had ditched that job, while I was also ditching this one. Gwen had woken me when Ron got up this a.m. and when he let them out she squealed her banshee yell. I finally fell back to sleep and had that dream and overslept but Ron woke me up right as I was texting a friend in my dream (since technology and cell phones don’t work properly in a dream…) it was so wonderful to be not going to any job that I was VERY disappointed at reality.