October 15th

ugh.. this day would not end. 

I woke up at 6:30 with Ronnie but just couldn't stay awake. I was dreaming we were awake talking about things.. things we weren't talking about.. but I just couldn't snap out of it. he got up and showered and prepped for his day. I got up about 45 minutes later. today is his birthday and i couldn't spend it with him.

we had 2 surgeries plus 13 appointments.. 
the scanner does not work anymore.. doesn't connect.. can't scan.. whoa is me.. 

i did so much helping in back i'm physically tired.. psychologically tired.. 
and she was in a mood from the start so that made it totally completely exhausting..

we had a staff meeting that i thought was an osha meeting.. ended up it's not so now i have to carry those papers back and forth in another 2 weeks.. whoa is me.. 

got off work at 9:30.. 8am-9:30pm
tired.. so very tired..